struggling

Okay, I justed posted the previous post and am having a bad craving. I am feeling too tired to fight off the craving and am longing for the comfort of the ice cream.

Dear Lord,
This is not a silly little girl's request to not eat the ice cream. It is your daughter crying out to you in frustration for the strength, courage, and perseverance to re-train her brain. I do not want to go backwards from where I have come. I do not want to undo any of the victories you have fought for me this week and give in to the lies the enemy is telling me. Lord, grace me with your strength to re-train my brain and body to want what is right and good for me. Lord give me a heart to appreciate what I have and to let go of this idea that I am losing out on something. Lord give me a heart to appreciate the choice I have made to walk this journey with you as my guide. A heart to embrace this journey Lord. Lord take these cravings and nail them to the cross with my sins and forgive me. In your precious name, Amen.